| Welcome to Carmen's Studio |
Albert is a beautiful story of Spirit Eternal. I am privileged and grateful to have him in my life. He's taught me much about Love, the unconditional kind of Love. |
 | |  | |  | |  | |  | |  |
Albert's story:
My Albert was born August 1st 1999 and came into my home the week of Thanksgiving. At the shelter, we bonded
instantly; interesting now, how I went to the shelter to pick up his sister (as I wanted a white girl) but Albert was the one
that walked towards me first (with his nose help up high and his tail straight) in that room full of adorable kittens. In other
words he picked me.
So Albert became my child, the apple of my eyes. It took me a while to name him Albert, at first I called him White-White but
then it occurred to me that "alb" in Romanian means "white" so there, I got a white name for my Albert. We developed a
strong bond. I was so nuts about him: people were not allowed to even "look" in a wrong way at him... He was full of
personality, very vocal (half Siamese) and often I even got disciplined by him. :)
Albert was only 8 years old when he passed in Sept 07. When he got very sick (ibd+giardia) I was sure he was going to
make it since I "knew" intestines & digestion, but the treatment did not work, his immune system gave up and he was gone
before I knew it.
It was a Sunday morning with a beautiful Sun rising when Albert took his last breath. Before he passed, grasping for air, I
told Albert to not be afraid of the Angels he's seeing but to go with the Light and the Angels, to go to Heaven and find a
little sister or girlfriend, white like him (Albert was a white cat), sweet like him, with a good heart, loving like he is, to have
her to play with and love her and her to love him back... etc, etc... You get the picture!
I had issues with my health so I went into mild depression after Albert passed, I felt I've failed him, I did not save him. I had
such a sense/feeling of him dying "for me" it's hard to describe, it felt like he took on my illness (digestion) and died for me.
I tried another cat in Nov 07 as she needed a home and I needed a "baby" but it did not work out due to my allergies (note
that I was not so badly allergic to Albert!)
My digestion issues were not getting much better so I looked for alternatives. July 08 I started going to a healing circle
near my house. I made friends with a few people there. A women (Connie) I liked in particular, happened to have a bag with
cat pictures on it, we started discussing cats so I told her about my baby Albert and she immediately said that I should get
another one, I said no, I'm badly allergic now, then she said she has a friend with a pregnant cat, maybe I'll look into it.
Hm-mm... That got me going... I kept on saying even when Albert was alive that next time I get cats they will be kittens,
younger then 12 weeks as Albert was when I adopted him and I will definitely have 2, a boy and a girl, never one cat alone,
so they would have each other to cuddle and play with... What was I going to do with my allergies?...
August 2, 2008 the kittens were born (Albert was born August 1). My heart started jumping with joy at the news. I decided
then I was going to get 2 kittens and that I will deal with the allergies when I get there...
I started visiting my new babies when they were 4 wks old to bond with them, and also to see if my allergies were going to
be bad. It was hard to not take them home right away as they need to nurse, they were so perfectly adorable.
A couple of weeks later I got attuned to Reiki 1. As I received my attunement I "saw" Albert glowing, surrounded by light
like Angels are (besides other visions). I asked my Reiki Master who is also an Akashic Records reader if the new kitty boy
is Albert and she said no, but I did not believe her.
I brought my babies home at 8 weeks. Tesa the girl found a place to hide (just like Albert did) and Namuk the boy went
about exploring the house like he was returning home, he went exactly to most Albert's "places"... I didn't know what to
make of that information.
Over time I noticed so many behaviors "Albert like" mostly in Namuk but in Tesa as well. I said to my self maybe I'm
imagining I should not make to much of it.
Few weeks forward, at my second Reiki attunement, I asked again if Namuk is Albert and she said "Yes, he is." I was
thrilled!! I was so happy!! "I knew it!" "I knew it!" I said.
Few weeks later during a regression session, my Spiritual Guru Terry, suggested to go talk to Albert so we did; Albert said
he came back "to be with me" and he said "yeah, yeah, I'm in Namuk, don't you see"... "yeah, I'm in Tesa, don't you see" ... I
walked out of there very happy but a bit confused... It did not matter to me whether Albert came back in Namuk or in Tesa, I
was just so happy and blessed that he did came back. What a great reassurance that a love like that does not die and gets
to be consciously continued...
I soon realized how Albert is actually in Heaven, the "heaven" I told him to go to, and that he found his little sweet,
adorable, loving, white girl - Tesa is mostly white with brown spots! Happiness and Love filled my heart, my body was
tingling... I needed nothing, I was filled with Love! I now better understood my pain of loosing Albert and I tanked God for
the experience! I now have not only one love but I have double-love! :)
Few days forward talking to my Reiki Master & Akashic Records reader I told her about my regression session where
Albert told me he is now in both Namuk and Tesa, she said wow: "Twin Flames! You Carmen have the best of both worlds."
... Hm-mm I never thought of that..., yes that could very well be... One needs to see how well these to kitties get along how
much synergy there is between them.
Tesa is very cuddly she sleeps with me curling up by my chest or neck or face... She is so girly and so sweet... exactly like
I wished for Albert... She eats fast like there is no tomorrow and is quite vocal and demanding... Just like Albert.
Namuk is calm and sure of himself, sweet and asks for love only once or twice a day... He wont sleep in my arms, we won't
cuddle, but he'll give me kisses often... Namuk is intelligent and I can't easily trick him - just like Albert was... He's
catching on toilet training much quicker then Tesa... Communication with him is a bit more intense then with Tesa... He's
discovered the sink's faucet pretty quick and now is drinking water from the faucet - just like Albert did...
There are so many stories to tell to show how Albert IS back, I just don't have the time to write them all.
I know it in my heart and I am so happy for it. What a beautiful and enriching experience... Albert comes back "double" and
"improved" ... Not that he needed improvement, my Albert was the most perfect cat ever, but the things I wished he'd give
me then... he does give me now...
Jan 2nd 2010 I meet with Rebecca a very gifted animal communicator at my holistic vet's office. The moment I opened the
carrier, Namuk came right out with no inhibition, exploring the room, jumping on the counter top, jumping from counter top
to exam table, and back, sniffing everything, his nose was up (in a way of cute-pride) and his tail was straight up... wow, I
know my Namuk to be much more reserved at home.. except for when he runs in the hallway.. :)
Rebecca said to first let him tell us what he needs to communicate and after that I will ask him questions. First Namuk said I
changed his food, which I did and I didn't but the fact is that he is a very picky eater, so picky that I have to medicated him
to stimulate his appetite; I explained this to Rebecca my concern for it, so she's communicating it to him. Then he says that
food is not important to him, and that no one food in particular tastes good to him, yeah, I know that! I struggle with that;
and yes I know another person in the household to whom the food is not important: me.
Then he said he likes it up-high - uhuh! I know, he likes to seat on top of the refrigerator and I make sure to keep that area
clean for him. Then he said he likes the toys that pull back. Then he said he does not like a strong smell in the house -
uhuh! Essential oils! I explained to Rebecca that I use essential oils on my skin daily and sometimes I rub my scented hand
on him, for healing energy so she's having him understand this and he comes back to say OK to use it on my skin but don't
rub it on him anymore, Rebecca said can you honor that? Yes, your highness! I say :)
Then we asked Namuk to please do not take upon him, my load of health, that worries me very much, therefore causing me
more health problems, and he says "You told me that before" - OK, smart arse I said...Next I asked if he remembers my
other cat and that I wanted details, Rebecca asked what kind of details and I told her I want to know if Namuk is my other
cat reincarnated and Namuk said that I knew that already - OK smart[er] arse! I asked for more details refraining to
mention Albert's name and Namuk said he remembers a lighter color and fluffier cat - wow!
Albert was completely white and had double the hair of Namuk and Tesa's combined - I got goose bumps.. He also
remembered feeling a strong familiarity with me when we first meet, something like he knew I was his person. Rebecca
added that when souls do come back they don't bring back all of their memories but just enough of 'em. At some point (I
forget the order of which) Namuk said he likes to give me healing energy, and I blocked-up - yes, Namuk likes to walk on
me (my legs and my back) when I go to sleep at night, this way I get a little massage that feels very good, and is very cute,
and yes sometimes I feel that energy he's talking about, feeling of which I had difficulties allowing not knowing what it was,
but allowed more and more as time passed by.
Tesa was not as happy-go-lucky as Namuk, she did not came out of the carrier at all, so I picked her up and held her in my
arms to calm her down; she was slightly shivering at times. Funny how at home she is so very active and totally
un-reserved and Namuk is more calm and lazy-like. But not here and not with other people either... Rebecca said that Tesa
eats better then Namuk, and yes that is correct, and that she likes the sauce from the can food better - this was Albert, he
would leak the sauce and live the pieces on the plate- I asked if she remembered Albert but did not get a clear answer.
Then I asked Rebecca to tell her to not take on my health load and she said Tesa does not understand energy boundaries,
she's a much younger soul and that she probably was my little girl before (whether human or pet, I forgot to ask, but Tesa
is completely glued to me, involved in everything I do, she's very talkative and she sleeps with me every night: she curls up
under my arm, grabs her tail and sucks on it like a little pacifier just like New-born's nursing and presses her paws against
me like kittens do when they nurse from their mother. She only does this in my arms.
Then Tesa said she does not like to leave the house and was concerned that we go back straight home, no stops (I needed
to stop for a few vegetables). Rebecca explained to her that we only go out when we go to the vet for health reasons. Time
was running out so we stopped here. I wonder is Tesa was harder to communicate with because she was a bit scared so I'll
try another session over the phone when we're at home and she is more relaxed.
For the rest of the day, Namuk did not leave my site, and that warm feeling on my heart and solar plexus remained strong. I
hugged him often (to many times for his liking) and I thanked him and Tesa for coming back to me.
This is already the 3rd communication of Albert being back; 3 different sources.
I then remembered how I so wished Albert to go to heaven and find himself a precious sweet little white girl to play with...
So did Albert come back to me? Is this what Heaven is: Love? Unconditional Love, right here on Mother Earth? :)
I think so, Yes.
What about you? What do you think Heaven is?
 |
| Click here to view my Kitties |
| 1997-2012 (c) copyright Carmen Sauciuc, all rights reserved. If you wish to copy from my site please Ask, as in Ask and you shall Receive, Universal Law. Daca doriti sa copiati din paginile mele, va rog sa cereti precum in Cere si vei Primi, Lege Universala web site design by carmen sauciuc |
